World of nO-peace

2011-09-02T01:10:00.002+08:00

The Art of Letting Go....

World of nO-peace

2010-11-17T12:56:00.011+08:00

Pictures' up

Activities going on these few months starting from september

From the latest to the earliest order...

Enjoy!!!

Ah ma 85th birthday!!

(14/11/10)

Sentosa!!!

(October)

Welcoming the deity (九皇爷)

[October]

Tiffany's 21st birthday

(September)

LION DANCE!!!

(Late August)

Studio shoot on Mother's Day

(June)

(The photo were only here in September)

Very Hectic months..

Was too busy both in camp and civilian life

A lot of activities going on...

I'm damn looking forward to Christmas!!

At least I'm won't be sleeping at home again on the eve

haha... anyway, will try to post up at a regular basis

Have a nice day peeps!

2010-11-08T08:02:00.000+08:00

It's been a very hectic month
And i'm dying due to fatigue
Christmas coming...
I wonder:
' will I stay home to sleep on the eve of christmas?'
A lot of activities going on...
Will post up pictures soon...
Stay tune...

2010-10-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

BORED!!!

On duty in camp now...
sian...zzz..

2010-08-22T00:21:00.007+08:00

Here are the damn over due NDP photos..

Credit to Agdoron

If not for him, there wouldn't be such nice photos on my post

Cheers to Agdoron!

NDP was tiring,especially all the rehearsals and waiting time

But all of us had fun made new friends..

Just in case any readers don't know what my unit doing

We are from the Chemical Biological Radiology and Explosive unit(CBRE)

Dealing with CBRE threats

I guess that's all ba...

Got retire early, on duty later

Watch out for more post coming up...

2010-07-06T22:21:00.002+08:00

This is the latest picture i have...

Cool right??

For your info im the guy on your extreme left!

That's me in the mask and slinging the big thing

haha...

Had been a hectic week...

Finish Audit check this and that...

Finally can get a good rest...

Thought of going Bali or phuket after NDP

But Jul they all suggest go redang

Sounds good...

>>Still considering<<

Love is in the air recently..

Everybody's either attached or getting attached

Even that T.Hui Hui also getting tempted to get attached..

Leaving me on the shelf...

Rotting... and dying...

You may say im still young

Got whole patch of rainforest to let me choose from

But you know what?

Nothings beat self-inferiority and loneliness

Guess you know what i mean la...

2010-06-23T18:35:00.002+08:00

This is what i have been doing every sun/sat..

haha... surprised??

Guess which one is me?? haha

It's been a aching and tiring month...

Love is all in the air except for my portion of air..

Everybody getting attached,

While some faced rejections.

It's alright!

Like what i say in facebook:

'Acceptance makes me a recognized warrior;

Rejection makes me a stronger fighter!!'

Try harder again next time!!

(Provided there is lor... SOON!)

2010-06-16T23:55:00.002+08:00

Black rose: "Death"

2010-06-08T23:49:00.004+08:00

Had a very stressed up and tiring week...

NDP,work at camp and heart matters on the run now..
long weekend last week and 3 off days this week,

and i'm making full use of them

I'm putting in alot of efforts in the things i do..
Even if it turns out not i expected
I hope she will accept it and keep it well
Because for her, I'm willing to put myself into it.
Even if she rejects me, i hope she will not return my effort to me.
Will upload photos soon.
Larga vida a la rosa!!
~CAVIOUS~

2010-06-04T00:17:00.002+08:00

It's been.. like 3 weeks?? after the malaysia trip

It's been very fruitful one

Firstly, the trip confirmed my strong feelings towards her

Secondly, gained some precious time with her

Lastly, I had fun and peace.

I did the stupidest thing that I think i won't do in my life.

Confessing my feelings to her through SMS!

Dumb right??

BUT... It's okay because i'm willing to do anything

Even the stupidest thing on earth

Just for her...

I feel so lost...

I don't know what she's thinking when i confessed my feeling to her

Don't know her feelings towards me

Don't whether she have anybody in her heart

Don't know whether she got boyfriend ma...

But one thing i know for sure...

My feeling are never that strong in my life..

Not even for my past few gf.

I think she's the only one that can make me so crazily in love

(Actually, she's the only one...)

Though not together, yet i miss her like some maniac

Everyday waiting for her sms reply

Her reply was so important till the extend when she replies

just one message, it keep me flying in the air the whole day.

Don't ask me where the source of my energy comes from

You guys should know that's the power of love.

Shall end here now...

2010-04-06T20:09:00.002+08:00

Birthday coming in one and half day time

Yet on course, cannot take leave...

sian....zzz

What to do?

Fated lor...

Luckily i'm not doing any celebration this year...

Nor celebrating in camp

Otherwise i confirm CHUI ah...

I hope 21st year on earth would be a smooth journey

Alll the way till i ORD

Get a job

Get a successful career

Get my beloved girl

(Which not confirm is it her,hope she knows i'm hinting her)

Get happily married

Get kids

Get old with my love one

Get to heaven safely

2010-04-03T11:59:00.003+08:00

Let's hope i can smile forever
Recently feeling damn down,
A series of event happened

especially one that will carved in my memory forever

Too restless to do any work

PH eve duty makes me reflect alot on myself

While puffing under the sunset

I've thought of alot of things

Am i unlucky or what?

I never expect things to turn out this way

What to do? people changes

Just like what my mum says:

''Some peoeple you once help will be grateful to you,

while others they take you as stepping stone."

Now i understand what she means

Hai~ sian

Got more and more restless..

Dun continue le..

2010-03-17T00:25:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY BUD!!!

13/03/10

Here's a little thing to celebrate your b'dae and our friendship

Title: The changes of shi wei over the years

To: My dearest buddy,Shi Wei

It's your 21st year on Earth!!

Though one year older yet getting prettier

8 years of long friendship

I cherish this more than anything on Earth

This is a little something for you..

Not much difference from the card

But hope you like it...

Wish you and Kia Heng everlasting love

And may the wedding bell rings soon!

Happy belated birthday!

-Cavious-

2010-03-05T00:10:00.008+08:00

Picture taken on Valentines' day =DD

It was rather a crazy night right after new year visits

We wen Party world to celebrate V'day

Everybody has their girlfriend

But too bad i don't have, so can only kiss the soft toy lor..

haha...

Next year V'day..

Hopefullly my valentine will be next to me le..

haha

2010-01-29T16:59:00.007+08:00

Feel our pride! ORION!

ORION 1st platoon

These are part of my BMT mates

We went JB last month

Now everyone posted to their vocations

Hardly can meet

I'm starting to miss Tekong life

P.S: Army dayz

2010-01-22T11:01:00.023+08:00

This post is gonna be a very long post...

Please bear with me :)

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Pictures taken on my ah ma birthday...

The descendants w/w/o partner

=The Family=

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Mr and Mrs Choo Engagement!!!

NITE WOLVES!!!!!

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Other NiteWolves Activities

~NiteWolves~

~The NiteWolves Bikes~

Group Night cycling to East Coast =)

At Aunty birthday Chalet

Group at Sentosa

X'mas aka Angie Birthday

Goodbye 2009! Chalet

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LAST BUT NOT LEST....

E5 X'mas Gather-up!!!

Me,Vincent, Lee hwee,Don,Huan Ying, Jia Yi and mei jing

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More Pictures coming up...

Stay tune...

2009-12-26T17:57:00.001+08:00

Grandma was admiited to SGH

Hope she get well and discharge soon...

2009-12-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

It's been sometime since i blogged le..

Very busy ah..

By the way, for those who dun know where im posted to

I've been posted to seletar east

As a technical storeman at HQ CBRE DG

A unit for detonation of Bio-chemical threats

Every morning report before 7 am

Evening dun know what time can book out

No time and lazy to blog

Got loads of photos to upload

Just waiting for people to send me

haha..

Had been spending my time on reading good books

And through those books, they inspired me alot...

Will be back with pictures

2009-12-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

POC LOH!!!!
No more CHAO RECRUIT!!!
BUT PRIVATE LOH!!
Lucky i recuperate le..
Otherwise stilll suffering from high fever...

2009-11-28T15:08:00.002+08:00

Some friendship are not meant to be last;
Some are being forgotten.
Some being ignored;
And some being abandoned.
This is when friends became strangers.
But at the end of the day,
we have friends that stand by your side through
thick and thin;
fire and flames.
Welcome to team nitez wolves...

2009-11-07T02:25:00.000+08:00

Cavious is back!!
With not much hair on his head!

2009-10-22T09:41:00.002+08:00

Last entry before i go in...
Confinement for 2 weeks...
confirm sian liao lor
anyway catch up with you guys when im out??

P.S: Element please take good care of yourself when I'm not around k?
:Serene, stay happy hor... dun bo dai bo ji emo
:Shi wei, catch up with with you in 2 weeks time

Byeeeee!!!!!!

2009-10-16T19:36:00.001+08:00

Some friends are just meant to be lost...
And the worse is...
it's over money matters...
FUCK!!!

2009-10-10T00:07:00.001+08:00

Good bye mR good man!!

Hello Evil Cavious!!

2009-09-30T08:32:00.002+08:00

HUMANS....

I've decided....

People whom are being cared for....

tends to nowhere to be found...

when you need them...

hell'....

though feel damn disappointed

but still....

A man got to do what a man got to do...

And I finally realised...

I'm suffering from mild depression...

I think so ba....

I need a doctor soon...

or maybe....

a girlfriend soon....

signing off.....

!!!!EVILCAVIOUS!!!!

mucho gusto

2009-09-25T16:56:00.002+08:00

+=WEDNESDAY=+
Went to REBELS' with friends
sky,yvonne,roy,jane and more
To my surprised, i saw YY and the staff from mfm J8 there!!
Haha..oh my god...
I din't know she go club de
But understood-ed... cos that day it's her first time there..

At the start was drinking alot le, but still couldn't get high
Too bad lor, when sky they all reached, we drink another 2 jugs
Until the right music enters, sky and yvone were half drunk
sian 1/2 =.=
I went to join YY they all and we dance till we DROP!!!!

I think i feel damn sian when YY they all go off
Cos our ms JANE clique with her group of friends
And i only can clique the drunk sky group
I think i sian till 4.30 when lights on i was rather happy

Next month, a month of fun!!
Auntie birthday on the 6th and we having CHALET!!!
On the 18th ah sen and regina solemnization
Another 3 days chalet

COOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLL!!!!!!

And i've thought of which club to go before i go NS
EVERYBODY MUST COME AH!!!!
Otherwise you will regret!!!

THISWILLBETHELASTTIMEYOUSEEMEWITHHAIR
NEVERCOMEWILLREGRET
!!!!

2009-09-21T03:21:00.002+08:00

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!!!
You have exactly one month time to jio me out...
So if you miss me,nth to do,bored or what-so-ever
I'm just a one call away...
All you need to do is to dial 8 digits
And i'm out!!!
(PROVIDED I'M NOT WORKING LA!)

Wednesday going to REBELS'
May or May not be fun...
Got jio alot of people go...
So readers, if you're interested come along too...

I feel bored recently
Apart from work and sports
I'm spending the rest of the time killing my brain cells
Thinking who can i slack with
alot of people thought i was a clubber
BUT this is only the 4th time i go club
WHY??!!
No la.. I'm just self-high
Dun know why eh...
NIGHTS are always boring to me..
HELL!!!!

2009-09-12T04:09:00.004+08:00

A last tribute to Jasmine you
He is the bass player from one of my favourite band versailles
He passed away last month right before the concert
Rest In Peace Jasmine You

2009-09-12T03:12:00.002+08:00

Please give your support!!!!
Thank you!!!

2009-08-29T13:53:00.002+08:00

Going for this event at butter fact later
Will post up soon =)

2009-08-26T01:28:00.005+08:00

Here are some pix during the meet up

That's me and my primary school buddy marcus

Me, marcus, caroline and liang yan

The 2nd time we met up for drinking session

Me and liang yan(damn shy lor)

That's me and carol

That's liang yan , carol and me

More pix coming up
Stay tune...

2009-08-19T02:16:00.002+08:00

Am I very silly??
Thinking the impossible things??
I think i too engrossed in it till when i din't realised i dropped my wallet
Until after some times..
Luckily it was still there...
Phew...

A 'after 10yrs' gathering with caroline and liang yan was fun
Caroline is back for vacation from the states
10 yrs ago, we were kids
10yrs later, we were indivisual grown-up
Life is amazing and it shows that time really flies
On the day we met up,
I guess my impression was sucky!!
I was drunk...
DAMN!!!

But i'm more than contented to see LY after 10 yrs
I've been searching for yrs after we lost contact??
I was so happy after we met up
To me:'What's more excited than to see her just for once??'

And caroline.. She left for states 10 yrs ago
Nobody expect that she came to SG for visits
I'm more than agreed that life is full of surprises
Too bad she's going back soon
I'm planning to whip up a meal before she leave
I guess the 4 of us will have to gather for the last time before she leave
i guess the next time we get to see her is another 10 yrs later
Menu for hosting her trip here is in progress...
Will post photos soon

2009-08-13T02:37:00.001+08:00

2009-08-04T02:39:00.001+08:00

'With great dreams comes common goal'
'With big attitude comes ambition'

Met up with Marcus just now
I realised we are real ah ban ah dey
We had a common dream
A concept
and... alots of topic

We were discussing whether we should go for the gathering
CAROLINE is in town!!!
It's been 10 years since both of us saw her
And LY is organizing this party for her
We feel awkward to go
Alot of people we din't see for pass 9 years
Our primary school friend..
It's too sudden..
Go or Not to go??
Still in discussion...

2009-08-02T02:10:00.001+08:00

CAVIOUS
is down at the moment
More update coming up

2009-07-25T04:39:00.002+08:00

At this junction of life...

I'm at loss of what to do

There are way too much to consider

Way too much things to think

Had been suffering from
insomnia lately...

I wanted to talk to someone

But i don't who to talk to

In fact i don't who is suitable to talk with

I wanted to talk to my clique

Yet i know nobody have the similar mindset as mine

Wanted to talk to my close friends

yet i scare i disturb them as they are busy

Damn stressed!!!

As days goes, my brain is dying..

Too much brain cells burnt along the process

What to do??
Who can talk to me??
Where can i go??
When will i die??
How to survive??

Time to rest in peace

2009-07-13T02:04:00.002+08:00

Sian
Later working full shift again...
I've been trying out new recipes
My uncle wedding around the corner..
Thought of doing my self created mudpie for uncle
Then most probably im trying out a a mint mudpie for renee
Must manage my time liao
Ms Stephanie has discomfort in her throat
So thur might deliver a bottle of lemon honey to her
Maybe next post will list out my schedule
see how first lor

2009-07-05T18:36:00.002+08:00

Please do support my friends' blogshop!!!!

http://predestinate-d-blogshop.blogspot.com
(Shi wei's blog)

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(Carrie's blogshop)

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(Qiu yin's blogshop)

Thank you!!!

CAvious 6:6:21

2009-07-03T02:00:00.002+08:00

My frustration,anger are filled to the brink..
Every fcuking single things i do were just not appreciated...
What else you all one??
I cooked for my dad today at the same time for the family...
My dad ate some before going to work..
When i got home..
there are still food left...
I mean i know you all got eat la...
but at least throw the rest away la...
Not fcuking leave that bloody pot there to ROT!!!
Every good things i do,
you all dun appreciate...
One tiny mistake i made,
you guys make a mountain out of a mole
As if "earth is falling,we are dying tomorrow"
I never work also not my fault ma...
Workplace there cut schedule
What the fcuk you want me to do??
Ask me find new job, all never use brain ah??
I going NS in 3 and a half month time
Nobody will want to employ staff who can work such short period
I work in kitchen

BECAUSE I WANT TO LEARN NEW THINGS!!!

I got work you all say i go home late
Never work you all also make noise
Work mac, you guys shout at me
Now change job, you all still shout at me??
What you all want from me??

My biggest worry in this life is:
" How could i be a better person??"
Or instead:
"What kind of person I want to be??"
Not:
"What kind of person you want me to be??"

LIFE...
SUCKS!!!

2009-07-02T13:33:00.002+08:00

I just simplyy love it!!!!

2009-07-01T15:29:00.000+08:00

Sian going to work soon
These 2 days keep having headaches
Later working at 5
zzz..

2009-06-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

Guess i'm going to disappear into thin air soon??

2009-06-15T04:09:00.002+08:00

I think i'm getting more and more unreliable ya??
As the days goes, my existence is getting more insignificant
I guess my clique would quite agree

2009-06-11T03:22:00.001+08:00

It took me 20 years to realized
life is all about breaking your records!!!
What the hell??!!

2009-06-04T23:53:00.001+08:00

Got home from work quite early...
The moment i got home, i just fall asleep on the floor...
Was online; MSN and chat up with Ms Stephanie Goh
haha was fun chatting with her..
loads of interesting topics to talk about...
She say i look like an AH BENG!!!!
What the.....?? haha

||Stephanie|| I DON'T WANT TO EVER BE IN LOVE AGAIN! NEVER! says:
saw ur grad pics

It's the beautiful imperfections that makes the perfection of you says:
got 2 album

||Stephanie|| I DON'T WANT TO EVER BE IN LOVE AGAIN! NEVER! says: i know

||Stephanie|| I DON'T WANT TO EVER BE IN LOVE AGAIN! NEVER! says:
i saw the U

||Stephanie|| I DON'T WANT TO EVER BE IN LOVE AGAIN! NEVER! says:
so formal

||Stephanie|| I DON'T WANT TO EVER BE IN LOVE AGAIN! NEVER! says:
and so beng

It's the beautiful imperfections that makes the perfection of you says:
me as a beng??

It's the beautiful imperfections that makes the perfection of you says:
quite strang la

||Stephanie|| I DON'T WANT TO EVER BE IN LOVE AGAIN! NEVER! says:
ya

||Stephanie|| I DON'T WANT TO EVER BE IN LOVE AGAIN! NEVER! says:
u very beng

||Stephanie|| I DON'T WANT TO EVER BE IN LOVE AGAIN! NEVER! says:
even karl also say

It's the beautiful imperfections that makes the perfection of you says: but no choice i got the bad man face

||Stephanie|| I DON'T WANT TO EVER BE IN LOVE AGAIN! NEVER! says:
HAHA

Indeed interesting...
Had been working everyday this pass few weeks..
Tired sia.. then after work it's time for ball actions..
end up reach home late and sleep later...
The next morning got to drag my ass up...
sian... had been searching songs from "Detroit metal city"
But cannot find eh... sian Tml working morning again..
Then after that go that tigress house for mahjong session

Nice chatting up with MDM GOH...
Got to date her out one day...

adiós tipos tienen una noche buena

2009-05-31T04:59:00.003+08:00

Just got back from cycling...
Damn tired...
later still need to go studio take photo...

A couple of minute ago...
I actually realized that I'm a villain
It makes me wonder more
What would happen if i vanished one fine day
Would anybody miss me or the world just continues to spin
As if I'm not that important and people can just forget all about it..
Shall think of it again...

Gtg... later got to wake up at 1 plus in the noon

2009-05-29T04:25:00.014+08:00

~NEWEST UPDATES~
I'M OFFICIALLY GRADUATED!!!!
here are some photos

I guess that will be the very last day
i'll be seeing my bunch of crazy friends...
3 years le, sure got feeling attached de...
pray that we see each other in army lor...

2009-05-09T04:06:00.002+08:00

decided to blog now..
haha... Just now me,yan, shawn,nelson and nelson's brother ah gui went cycling!!!!
Cycle to esplanade... damn nice views along the way...
after that we went to offer incense at a temple...
Went prata then all go home....
Damn sian lor... all so early go home..
na bei na bei...

So happy later mum's bicycle delivering...
I wamt to see the look on her face...
Confirm damn funny lor... haha

Later meeting jia yi, mei jing and huan ying to slack...
Will upload pix IF HAVE lor...
Bye!!!

Another freaking bo liao entry by the rose

2009-04-27T14:52:00.001+08:00

i had been wondering
"What if i disappear some days"
"Will anyone miss me??"
I guess i will only know the answer till the day i disappeared

la vida larga al subió

2009-04-23T02:41:00.001+08:00

It's already 02:40 AM
And i'm not asleep...
Later working at 09:30 AM
HOW TO SURVIVE??

la vida larga al subió

2009-04-18T13:36:00.009+08:00

Photos taken on my birthday!!!
No captions

Photos taken at Yan's house celebrating both me and chao turtle birthday!!!
No Caption

2009-04-10T14:17:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st birthday to xing hua
a.k.a CHAO TURTLE!!!!!
Thanks for smashing the cake in my face yesterday...
haha
And thanks for the present
haha
Will post up pictures soon

2009-04-08T13:40:00.002+08:00

Regret
A feeling when human lost something precious due to their foolish mistake

We humans are always like this
When we had it, we take it for granted
Despite several time of warning
Things still remains the same
When we lost it, we regret this regret that
That's why i always told my friends:
"Don't regret on the things you do, if you know you will regret,
Why do it in the first place??"
I guess this kind of things takes time ba...

la vida larga al subió

2009-04-06T08:33:00.002+08:00

The last chance

is not earned through begging
But earned through your actions taken
I'm not heartless
I'm just not convinced
It doesn't mean i have to give you last chance to prove
You can prove yourself worthy for the last chance
Action speaks louder than words

la vida larga al subió

2009-04-02T01:02:00.002+08:00

Death
the state that follow life;
after life
What happened after death??
Where would your soul goes??
I guess only the dead knows...

la vida larga al subió

2009-04-01T01:56:00.003+08:00

Promise
is not meant to be broken
it's meant to be kept
Do you know how sad a person was
when his loved one break her promise??
Feel it...........

la vida larga al subió

2009-03-25T03:47:00.002+08:00

No comments....
Nothing can be done...
And i knew it...

te quiero
<3<3<3

la vida larga al subió

2009-03-23T01:40:00.001+08:00

The patch up....

Today is my happiest day...
Today let me saw the other side of you
I love you

2009-03-18T15:34:00.002+08:00

Disappointment

" A mixture of sadness and agony by the accumulation of saddening events"

Nothing i say is right
Nothing i do is right
Nothing i feel is right

Maybe i really don't belong to this world...

The truth is:
I'm a freaking failure

2009-03-16T02:34:00.002+08:00

What is regret??

Regret is the feeling that you will experience once you
lose something precious.

Be mindful.....

2009-03-10T01:39:00.003+08:00

Day 1 at Manhatten Fishmarket was a DISASTER!!!!!
Something stupid and clumsy happen....
I cut my FINGER!!!!!
When i was.......
Cutting the the ONION!!!!!
Damn noob right??
HELL MYSELF!!!!!!

It was damn fun in MFM
Can learn alot of things...
Way better than MACDONALDS
Let me emphasise the word
:"MACDONALDS"
Nothing but politics...
Anyway got to post this entry up song
Otherwise honey bunny will nag at me..
Haha...

2009-03-05T23:23:00.001+08:00

Saw this joke on CJ's blog
so i decided to copy and paste it on here:

Once upon a time in a village in India , a man announced to the villagers that he would buy monkeys for $10.

The villagers seeing there were many monkeys around, went out to the forest and started catching them.
The man bought thousands at $10, but, as the supply started to diminish, the villagers stopped their efforts. The man further announced that he would now buy at $20. This renewed the efforts of the villagers and they started catching monkeys again.

Soon the supply diminished even further and people started going back to their farms. The offer rate increased to $25 and the supply of monkeys became so little that it was an effort to even see a monkey, let alone catch it!

The man now announced that he would buy monkeys at $50! However, since he had to go to the city on some business, his assistant would now act as buyer, on his behalf.

In the absence of the man, the assistant told the villagers: 'Look at all these monkeys in the big cage that the man has collected. I will sell them to you at $35 and when he returns from the city, you can sell them back to him for $50.'

The villagers squeezed together their savings and bought all the monkeys.

Then they never saw the man or his assistant again, only monkeys everywhere!
Welcome to WALL STREET.

2009-03-03T01:12:00.002+08:00

The revival of my blog...
A brand new empty one...
I've deleted all the old entries
I think it's damn messy ba...
haha... anyway..
Honey, dun feel guilty of what happened today...
Though i'm angry but i feel you...
I knew you will understand what i mean...